this year has gone so quickly.
being in 3E, with new classmates.
i must admit i miss 2C alot.
then comes lvl camp.
and all the silly singing of songs on the bus,
and our bus breaking down,
and we had to split up for a day.
it was during tt time that i sorta realise
i miss 3E.
somehow, it was just at that moment.
haha, & comes the formation of household.
many things happened after that.
with many complications going on,
and how we tried to settle it.
and 3E chionging our films.
and all the competition in tests,
with all the mugging for eoys.
and the training of basketball.
i must say it was warming that some of the class guys took the time to train us.
and for the rest to support us.
then goes ms fang,
& i really miss her like nuts.
& soon eoys are over,
& we had our first 3E chalet(which was not good. sadly thats how i felt)
and holidays came, and we are no longer gna be 3E but 4E
to say the truth, i dwan to be sec 4.
i guess im just afraid?
i dont know.
this year has made me mature alot.
with alot of things going on my mind,
& its hard to tell people.
but ive manage to pull it through.
& im glad ive told yaxin abt it,
even though it was over.
& throughout this year,
im glad i got closer to most of my friends,
although its saddening that some become strangers.
i guess friendships are easy to make, but hard to maintain.
one moment we may be talking, but another time we might not even say hello.
yeah, im still learning.
it will be 2009 tomorrow,
i have set some plans for next year,
but the outcome is uncertain.
and definitely i want to be closer to god next year.
i guess its time for me to go back to him,
and stop pulling myself back.
its time to say goodbye to 2008,
its not the end,
just a new beginning.